I am the biggest bully in my life. I’m my own worst enemy when it comes down to it. No one seems to treat me worse than I do, but this comes from being bullied as a child by kids at school, and even my family. I understand now that I’m an adult what made these people bully me and make me feel small so they could feel big and better about themselves, but the problem I’m having now is fixing the damage that was done. In my core I feel worthless, I have a wonderful loving husband and 3 beautiful children who help me realize I’m worth loving. The scars from being bullied are here and deep, but I honestly believe they are healing. It just might take all my life to do it.