I have no idea how to deal with the feelings I have, the helplessness to do anything to undo what has been done, to deal with the the disappointment of hopes and dreams forever changed, and constantly ruminating about it all. How Someone I love dearly had a friendship with a housemate up at and now he is no longer even able to finish his degree.

**Dec 13, 2019 found this in my drafts folder from June 2, 2018. Thankfully things are working out well, or will be back on track soon.**