I am just sitting here not going to bed for some reason. I am sooo tired, but instead I’m sitting here on the computer piddling my time away like always. I am sooo sick of being part of this “club” I never signed up form. I hate feeling like I’ve had no say in my life of what I wanted or needed. Patrick sent me an email today confirming that the Stenis isn’t due to go out until late 2006 and that he should be retired by than and I felt my heart “TRY” to be excited and fizzled out and that nagging voice said…”Yeah sure, I’ll belive it when I see it”… Continue reading →