I am the biggest bully in my life. I’m my own worst enemy when it comes down to it. No one seems to treat me worse than I do, but this comes from being bullied as a child by kids at school, and even my family. I understand now that I’m an adult what made these people bully me and make me feel small so they could feel big and better about themselves, but the problem I’m having now is fixing the damage that was done. In my core I feel worthless, I have a wonderful loving husband and 3 beautiful children who help me realize I’m worth loving. The scars from being bullied are here and deep, but I honestly believe they are healing. It just might take all my life to do it.
Tag Archives: writer’s block
Writer’s Block: Operation Giggles
Most anything on http://www.damnyouautocorrect.com/
Writer’s Block: Must see TV
Something fantasy based I guess, NO VAMPIRES! I love the Twilight books and enjoy the movies, but dang it’s a little too much now. haha Firefly was good I think. I liked the mixing of space and the old west. haha
Writer’s Block: Search for intelligent life
One of my favorite movies is Contact this quote about other life in the universe. “If we’re alone in the universe, that’s an awful lot of wasted space.” So yes I believe there is other intelligent life in distant galaxies, sometimes I question the intelligence of the life on our planet. haha π I do not feel we have anything to fear from other life forms from distant galaxies. I would hope we would deal peacefully with any aliens that came to visit.
Writer’s Block: So far so good
Well, I would have to say Avatar!! It was a great movie visually, and a wonderful story. Hmm Best song… I’m not sure. I love hearing Timothy & Lydia play their violins so whatever they are playing at the time is what I think is the best song of the year! And Clarissa when she plays her recorder or sings. hehe π Best book so far this year would be the one I’m reading now, “Hinds feet in High Places” because it’s about having a relationship with the savior.
Good night π